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Brain, attack.
Friday, June 20, 2014 | 8:02 PM | 0 comments
A Friday evening, I am alone in the office and I can see the darkness outside of the building. Words are flowing in my head and I need a space to write down as much thoughts as possible.
Back to the years when I was an active blogger. Blogging is my way of expressing emotions. Ruthless emotions. Back to the years when I was so convinced that I had a depression, 2010, a year with no light in the hope I hide.
The emotion that has crimped inside me since the last few days is kinda alike to the one that I had experience before. The hopeless, lifeless and dying feeling. No words can describe best. I myself are confused with the state of my heart as it can be too fragile in a second but gluing itself in the next second and broke into pieces in the next next second. I am so sensitive that I started to hate everyone and myself. Everyone who pulled me down, and myself for allowing me to overthink. My brain keeps on generating various kind of demotivating thoughts and it is getting viral. My thoughts are being harsh to my emotion.
And, I am helpless.
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